So this is how it is. I’m tired. This week I’m having surgery. Last week the kids had VBS. The week before that we went on vacation – and my husband is one of those that doesn’t believe in resting on vacation.
I’m tired. I’m overwhelmed. I can’t do this. I wanna scream and yell that this is not fair.
I mean who’s idea was it to have a tumor grow on my neck? I want a refund God.
Lord help me. I can’t do this. Jesus why? Why me?
I have 2 special needs kids who can’t function when things are out of wack. A husband who is so busy.
I’m mad God. I’m so mad. This is not fair.
Help me Lord please. Help me understand. I know you have a plan but why?
This is not fair.
But Lord, I ask not my will but Yours be done. I trust You Lord. I commit this time to you.