Sometimes I find it hard to understand what God wants me to do.
Like this ministry. I started it cause God has put a call to my heart to do this since before my son was born. I just ignored it. Nah. I cant say that – I tried for a while. But I was under such heavy spiritual attack I stopped.
Now? Its kind of like God was screaming in my ear…..obviously not literally. Just saying. Its been heavy on my heart. So here I am obeying God.
But there are other times when I wonder: is that you Lord?
Like how do you differentiate?
I honestly want to know. I want to follow Gods will – and I ain’t perfect. As I have said too many times before. I don’t have this all figured out. I mean it took me 12 years to start writing devotionals.
So what do you do?
I pray. I listen to sermons but how do you know its you….or when its God?
Lord please make Your will clear to me.