Sometimes…

Sometimes I find it hard to understand what God wants me to do.

Like this ministry. I started it cause God has put a call to my heart to do this since before my son was born. I just ignored it. Nah. I cant say that – I tried for a while. But I was under such heavy spiritual attack I stopped.

Now? Its kind of like God was screaming in my ear…..obviously not literally. Just saying. Its been heavy on my heart. So here I am obeying God.

But there are other times when I wonder: is that you Lord?

Like how do you differentiate?

I honestly want to know. I want to follow Gods will – and I ain’t perfect. As I have said too many times before. I don’t have this all figured out. I mean it took me 12 years to start writing devotionals.

So what do you do?

I pray. I listen to sermons but how do you know its you….or when its God?

Lord please make Your will clear to me.

“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. ⁸ For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened. ⁹ Or what man is there among you who, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? ¹⁰ Or if he asks for a fish, will he give him a serpent? ¹¹ If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask Him! 

matthew 7:7-11