I used to

I used to be a fitness influencer – i know. It was …. i didnt feel like me the entire time. I was all positive and all that and would share certain things…but God has clearly called me for ministry. I did not and do not feel comfortable asking people for money for anything. I dont feel comfortable to workout … when they dont understand me.

I would get frustrated when people…..lets just leave it at I got frustrated. I didnt feel complete and was tired of talking about my life.

We dont share our kids online cause well…..creepy people ruin stuff. So I would get mad that I wasnt getting the views or recognition or whatever, like the other accounts. Then I started to post more selfies – see where I am going with this?

Then God smacked me at the back of my head.

Then I realized God’s calling. nah. thats not it – cause I always heard His calling but man I would confuse it for something else.

“why isnt this person doing an online ministry?”

“Why cant people see this is where the truth is needed”

and so on. Then it finally hit me: why not me?

Oh…did I have response after response after that.

“I’m doing (company I was working with) – i’m too busy”

Y’all….I actually did say i was too busy for God. Then thing after thing happened … trial after trial…where I realized. Its me. God wants me to do this.

Friend, are you ignoring God’s call in your life? Whether it be starting an online ministry or sharing the gospel with a friend. God has placed each of us here to share the gospel with those in our lives.

Pray. Ask God what He wants for you. I promise you the peace you will feel? No words. None.

“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you;

Before you were born I sanctified^[a] you;

I ^[b]ordained you a prophet to the nations.”

jeremiah 1:5 EMphasis mine