She sat there sipping her coffee….silently wanting to scream. Lonely. Thats what it was. Thats what filled her soul. Lonely, ugly, fat, stupid. Thats what she always was and thats all that she will ever be.
Stop it Jess. Thats not true.
Her toxic thoughts filled her mind. She hated that she had this struggle. Why couldnt she struggle with anything else?
Wow. that hit close to home
You are never meant to be anything you are not loved.
She quickly clenched her coffee harder and the tears started to trickle down her face.
Make this stop. I know your truth. Lord help me remember.
God. Jesus. Please.
Mommy? Can I have a hug please?
What? What happened baby?
Nothing. I just wanted a hug.
Look for those little blessings. Cause God will ALWAYS be there for you.
The enemy will always put those toxic thoughts in your head. Its like his biggest move. The reminder is? Our God is so much bigger and has a lot of different ways to bless and encourage you.
You just gotta be on the lookout for them.