I’ve failed

Shocker. I’ve failed. Remember how I was all “God use me as a blessing“? Yeah….I’ve failed. How is not important. What is important is what I am learning about it.

I wanna be mad at myself and dwell on how I failed. I wanna do the thing that i am good at….but i’m not. im not sticking in the past. I’m coming out as a fighter.

God forgive me for failing. I know I need to trust you.

What does this mean? Nothing. And I want you to remember – honestly folks saying this mostly for me – God will still love you. Its okay to not be perfect.

Hold up did I really just say that?

Okay…..okay…..now I am seeing how God is working. Man this is cool.

Anyways….

We are not gonna be perfect. We are gonna fail. This is part of growing closer to God. Its a part of being a Christian. Aiming to be like Christ yes, but giving ourselves grace when we dont.

Christ has given us grace – why shouldnt we?

He knows we are gonna fail. He knows all we have done and will do – and yet He still loves us. Why dont we? Why shouldnt anyone else?

Failing is part of this life of being a Christian – it sucks cause you are gonna realize you failed. But realizing you failed? that right there is the true win.

Know what I am saying?

³⁸ For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, ³⁹ nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 8:38-39