y’all my heart hurts. oh my word. it hurts so much. someone i know died by suicide. the pain they felt must’ve been so unimaginable. its a pain i am familiar with but each person’s story is different. my heart hurts to think of the loneliness. the fear. the doubt. the anger. all the emotions. my hearts hurts to think they went through that.
my friend. please please know this – God loves you so much. Oh my word so much. so much. words cannot begin to describe how much God loves you.

He DOES NOT want you to go through this alone.
He DID NOT want you to go through this alone.
Please my friend. Please talk to someone. Talk. If your family wont listen? Talk to a loved one. If they wont listen? a friend. If they wont listen? Talk to a stranger. Talk to anyone who will listen.
Why?
So you can know – you are definitely not alone. You are so loved. by so many people but no one loves you more than God. You are needed. God put you on this earth for a reason, what that reason is? Its your job to find out.
You matter. You matter so much to so many but you matter so much to God. He cares what happens to you. He sees you and your pain and wants to help you. Please let him.
Talk to God. He is there waiting for you. take that step forward and reach out to know the love that will never ever cease.
Talk.
Talk.
I cannot say this enough. Talk to someone. Anyone.
This world needs you. Again cause God made a place for you in this world. You matter.
do not give up.
National Suicide Prevention Hotline:
800-273-8255
International Suicide Prevention Hotlines
“Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
Matthew 11:28