i’ve been kicked

i’ve been kicked … i’ve been broken … I’ve been through it lately. and im done.

I wanna give up. Sit on my couch and watch TV all day.

I dont want to do anything.

I want to hide.

Yeah….i’m going through a depressive episode and it sucks.

I’m tired of feeling like this. Questioning my own sanity. Praying for release from this trial (or really nonstop storm) and hearing nothing.

I’m tired. so tired.

I want to punch and kick and scream back.

I want to stop this endless stream of crap.

But what will I do?

I will lift your name on High Lord.

I praise you God. I know you have a reason for this and I praise you. For I know you know the plan. I trust you.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil;

For You are with me;

Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

psalm 23:4