Ay yi yi

I like to write. I find my release in it. No for real, when I’m having a big emotion? I need to write to get everything out or I’m just a big ball of nerves. But here’s the thing – my kids are on summer vacation now (homeschooling) so when do I get the time? Ay yi yi people it’s a struggle.

I love my kids y’all but they are always up in my biznazz…

Watchadoing?

Trying to write

Ahhhh …. 5 mins later …. Watchadoing?

Oh how I wish I was kidding about that.

Not gonna lie I have my moments of: holy crap gimme a minute!

Sad but true.

But I apologize and we move on. But, as always, it’s got me thinking about God … do I seek God out like that?

Am I always begging if for His attention? Seeking His approval?

My kids just yearn for closeness. Yearn for my attention. Constantly seeking the love that they need from the person who should give it to them.

Am I doing that with God?

I think I shared before I shut off 95% of my social media cause I noticed? I wasn’t. I was seeking out approval and love from every other place and person. All in the name of God.

Or so I thought.

Y’all … lemme drop some knowledge on you. Ministry? Can be an idol. Church can be an idol. Social media. Idol. Approval from others? Idol.

There is only one person who we should be looking to for approval, for love, for support, for understanding – God.

Everything else?

Idols.

And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.

Philippians 4:19