Having faith

As a Spoonie, I hear this constantly from people when I say: I’m suffering. “Are you having enough faith?” “God will heal you! Just have the faith”

Y’all…I have faith. I know my Beautiful creator can do anything. Anything at all, but it still hurts. This sucks.

I can’t play with kids like I used to … it sucks that we modify games cause I can’t like I used to. I was there. I was that woman who couldn’t play because I was too large ., why did I go back?

I have faith. But sometimes it’s hard to see through the pain.

I know I said it before but I’m gonna keep saying: just pray. Pray for those who you know are suffering. Love on them. Be there for them. Leave the judgements to God and pray.

Now to our God and Father be glory forever and ever. Amen.

Philippians 4:20