Okay. Okay. Bear with me as I weave a story of my … sorry bad brain fog moment. What was I saying?
My symptoms! Okay. Okay. Okay. Sorry OCD moment there – I legit still wanna say okay but we are pushing through
I’ve been weak, tired, dizzy, then I realized I have a highly salty diet and doctors have never said anything about it (quick recap). But here’s the thing: I did the worst thing possible and asked google.
Apparently, well it’s a lot of different things it could be. I get fitted for a heart monitor in the middle of June. I get an appointment for a geneticist in November. And I know I’m gonna keep pushing for answers that are not “you’re getting old” or “you have menopause”.
But in the meantime? All that info I looked up and all the researched I have done? Is increased my anxiety levels. Now when I feel dizzy I’m all “holy crap I need water … but I can’t have too much water cause I’m probably ruining my kidneys … but I need water cause that’s the only thing that makes me feel better … plus I need something salty .. which is not…”
See where I’m going?
I wish I had all the answers. I wish I knew what has been happening to me. But I know God has a plan. Do I wish things would hurry up already?
But I know. The thing I’m learning? Not trying to know it all at once cause didn’t God say we couldn’t handle it?