Bear with me y’all. I need to think. There’s stuff happening that I don’t understand (not with my health but it’s happening to those close and this blog ain’t about them) and I feel overwhelmed. I know it’s par for the course with my life right now – but this part doesn’t seem fair. I want to fight or run away or hide or something.
I know I hide stuff in my sarcasm and my winning wit (insert huge eye roll here) but I’m struggling to find a funny way out of this.
I’m scared. Out of my mind.
Lord. I don’t even know. I don’t even know how to put it into words right now. Please Lord help. Guide. Protect. I commit our lives to you…please help our unbelief. we put our trust in you alone. I may not say it enough but I know you are the only one to get us through this.
Please God. Help.