My fears are big

My fears are big but my God is bigger. There’s so much going on y’all I can’t even think sometimes. At this point I am still waiting for my test results of the heart monitor. And yes. I’m still convincing myself I’m dying.

We are going through some other stuff – not my place to tell – but it’s got my fears bigger.

Or something that makes sense.

I am not in control and it scares me. How am I supposed to do this? I mean I know but I’m just writing out my feelings here.

Lord. I feel like you forgot about us. I feel like a failure as a Christian and that’s why we are going through this time. But I know that’s the enemy. So I put my trust in you. I put my trust in the hood that you offer so many. This fear wants to take control of me. But no. I put my trust in you alone God. For you will get us through.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart,

And lean not on your own understanding;

In all your ways acknowledge Him,

And He shall direct your paths.

Proverbs 3:5-6

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