It’s been a while for me – writing wise. I’m still going through my fears and doubts but I’m talking more with my husband. I’m being more honest and forthcoming – it’s helping. But there’s no rest for the weary.
I’ve been having more and more good days but then I get days like today.
I did more research on that POTS specialist and all the tests I have to go through – made me doubt I should even go to the appointment. But with today? Dude.
I have noticed that rain and all that does affect me too – which today is a major cloudy day. Sigh. I’m so tired I don’t even know where I was going with that sentence.
We are looking to sell our house so yesterday we spent the afternoon looking at other houses. Thank God I had the strength. But today? y’all I’m beat.
Lord I ask for wisdom about this appointment, that everything would go through. Insurance accepting and paying, days off for my husband, someone to help kids during school, the move – all that jazz. Lord that if this is your will everything would fall into place. I commit this to you.