It’s been a while for me – writing wise. I’m still going through my fears and doubts but I’m talking more with my husband. I’m being more honest and forthcoming – it’s helping. But there’s no rest for the weary.
I’m still dealing with my fears, doubts, worries and of course weakness and tiredness. But I have been doing more research on POTS and applying some of the helps. Like the exercises.
I’ve been having more and more good days but then I get days like today.
I did more research on that POTS specialist and all the tests I have to go through – made me doubt I should even go to the appointment. But with today? Dude.
I have noticed that rain and all that does affect me too – which today is a major cloudy day. Sigh. I’m so tired I don’t even know where I was going with that sentence.
We are looking to sell our house so yesterday we spent the afternoon looking at other houses. Thank God I had the strength. But today? y’all I’m beat.
Lord I ask for wisdom about this appointment, that everything would go through. Insurance accepting and paying, days off for my husband, someone to help kids during school, the move – all that jazz. Lord that if this is your will everything would fall into place. I commit this to you.
If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him.
James 1:5
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