I’m sitting here writing this and I’m frustrated. Why cause even this is tiring me out. Y’all? I hate this so much.
I have so much to do with packing this house. I have all these ideas and can I do them?
Probably not.
I hate this so much.
I know God has a plan and a reason but can you understand how lonely this is? How stupid and useless I feel?
I hate this so much.
I’m a mom of special needs kids. I’m a wife. I’m a freaking homemaker that has to hire someone to come clean. Do you know how embarrassing that is to me? I feel like a failure.
Lord, I know. I know you have a plan. But why does this hafta suck so much? Help Lord to see you at work through this – cause I can’t sometimes. My heart is heavy Lord but I praise you. I praise you Lord cause you have never left me, so I wait and praise and trust in you.
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