I want to

I want to spray this house until we are breathing in fumes of roach spray. I’m not even close to kidding. I want to take control and get rid of this bug problem myself but I know I need to wait on the Lord.

So in each location we’ve lived in – with the exception of our last house – we’ve had a critter problem. Ants, roaches, etc. mainly ants tho. One that I have always taken control of completely. Meaning I was spraying raid every day I could, to the point that all of my doors and windows turned yellow.

I’m not even close to kidding.

I wanna do the same but I keep hearing the words of this exterminator we had once. Raid doesn’t do anything but move them from one room to another. So I’m waiting. Waiting on the Lord to provide the experienced professional and for him to get the job done.

And y’all know how I hate it when I hafta wait. I’m grateful that it’s not so frequent that I constantly see them – thank you Lord for that. But I’m getting frustrated.

Lord please forgive me for being impatient. Forgive me for my doubts and my fears. I praise you Lord for you are mighty and you are kind. I know you will get rid of these bugs and I commit this exterminator to you. Lord please grant him wisdom as to how to get rid of these creatures. That he would be experienced and wise and diligent and determined to get to the source of our problem. Thank you Lord that this is not a worse problem than it is. Thank you for your mercy and grace. Thank you for loving someone like me and being patient with me. I ask Lord that you would find us a good new house in excellent condition Lord please.

Have mercy on us Lord please. Get rid of these bugs Lord please God.