I honest don’t know what I’m gonna write. My heart is conflicted Lord. I don’t understand the purpose of being thankful sometimes. I know that has to do with my trauma – it’s hard to be thankful when you’re always waiting for the bottom to fall out.
Lord please help my unbelief. I know you are faithful and true and merciful. I know you are good. Why am I doubting?
Please forgive me for doubting. I believe you will provide the right doctors. I believe you will get rid of the critters. I believe you will move us out soon.
I commit all these thoughts and ideas to you. For you are great. Great are you Lord and worthy of glory – great are you Lord and worthy of praise. Great are you Lord I lift up my voice.
I ask that you would help us and provide for us a great house in a great location well built and no bugs. I ask that you would keep these critters out of our home I ask Lord that you would provide the right doctors to help with my conditions. I commit these prayer requests and ask not my will but your will be done.
I am fearful – please forgive me for that. But I know you love me and you are for me. I trust in you and you alone Lord.
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