I’m beat down

Y’all … I am beat down. I’m just .. struggling honestly. I am so tired and frustrated and I absolutely hate this feeling.

My body is just so worn down y’all. We were driving home from church today and the sun was shining brightly. It literally felt like fire on me.

I know it was cause I hadn’t drank enough but dude. It was freaky. do y’all understand what it’s like to literally feel like you’re dying? I get so scared sometimes.

POTS can make depression worse – or develop it I forget which. Still learning. But I feel absolutely empty inside. That’s depression in a nutshell for me.

I forgot what I was saying.

The honest only time I feel comfort or peace is in worshipping the Lord. man I have had such blessed time with the Lord.

Thank you Lord for that blessed time together. Thank you for ministering to me as you have. I praise you for you are my God and you are so good to me. I commit my life to you.

When you pass through the waters, I will be with you;
And through the rivers, they shall not overflow you.
When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned,
Nor shall the flame scorch you.

Isaiah 43:2

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