We almost bought a house! So so so close. We had the papers to sign and then got the call? Someone else already bought it

Not gonna lie I was disappointed. I hate this house. God forgive me but I do.
But as I sat in my disappointment the other day, I remembered a recent sermon. Being thankful.
So I’m thankful. Thank you Lord for not letting us buy that house cause I know you saved us from something.
Lord I’m at a loss…I’m confused. But I know you have a plan and I put my trust in you. Thank you Lord for your mercies and grace. I ask that you would continually grant us the wisdom as to where and when to move.
I praise you Lord for you are good and merciful. Please forgive me for losing sight of that. Thank you Lord for loving someone like me.