I’m scared

Lord … I’m scared. I don’t want to go this doctors appointment to just leave defeated.

I don’t want to be ignored and humiliated again.

I’m in pain.

I’m tired.

But I’m scared.

Lord you are my rescuer. I know you are there guiding my steps. I ask in your holy precious name that you would go before me. Please prepare the doctors heart and mind. Grant her wisdom, discernment and willingness to help me.

I ask that you would let my mind be clear and I would be able to share what’s been happening clearly.

I praise you for you are my King. I praise you for you are so good. I thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for your patience and grace. I commit this all to you and ask that not my will but yours be done.