Sitting

I’m sitting here in a daze. The weather this weekend was frosty – hit the teens here in GA. Today? It’s hitting 60* … the weather affects me greatly. My daughter too actually.

My hiatal hernia has been killing me too. So eating has been fun. My daughter has had major bloody nose issues. I’m tired.

It’s not fair cause I couldn’t really enjoy Christmas cause I’ve been so sick. And as you can see from my writing: I’m up front about everything. I tried to hide my pain from my family but my husband could see.

I hate this Lord. It’s not fair to my family. I can’t control how I feel. I can’t control if I can or cannot do something. I hate this. God I know you have a plan and I put my hope in you. Forgive me for my fears and doubts and anger. I trust in you and praise your name. Thank you Lord for always being there for me. I praise you Lord.

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