So…here’s an update: my heart rate is so weird my watch can’t keep track correctly. I can’t stomach plain salt shots anymore – so I have to eat rice again. My nose is so congested after I eat and my eczema is bad again. Oh yeah and? My husband is injured. Lord I know .. I know you have a plan. I know you have a reason – but this ain’t fair.

And? We are in the first stages of getting our new house set up.
Sigh.
Lord I’m overwhelmed. I’m frustrated. I don’t want to do anything. I just wanna hide in my bed and kick out the world.
But I know you have a plan, so I commit this all to you. I put this all in your most capable hands . I ask for grace, strength, peace and wisdom. Please forgive me for losing sight of you and trying to control my situations. I praise you for you are good and merciful. Thank you for loving me.
Praise the Lord, He can work through those who praise Him
Praise the Lord, for our God inhabits praise
Praise the Lord, for the chains that seems to bind you
Serve only to remind you that they drop powerless behind you
When you praise Him