Well it’s finally here. Today is my appointment with the POTS doctor. I am terrified Lord .. I don’t want another rude doctor. I don’t want to be humiliated again.

I don’t want to be ignored.
I don’t want to be belittled.
But Lord if that is your will? So be it.
I put my hope and trust in you alone Lord, for you alone are the great healer. I commit my health to you. I pray that everything I do and say bring glory and honor to your name. I praise you and thank you for loving me. Please forgive me for doubting and losing sight of you. I commit this all to you Lord.