We still haven’t been able to fix our ac system yet. Working out logistics and all that. It’s a warm day, I have the ac on. Doesn’t work much but we have it on to get some air flowing. So I’m sitting in the master bedroom doing laundry, had to step in the master bath right? It is so much colder in there than in the actual bedroom.

I have been extremely sick the past couple of days from something I’m eating. MCAS is a weird sorta thing. I can’t for the life of me figure out what it is. So I’ve been running to the bathroom .. well more than my usual.

I wanna give up. Cry in the corner. I wanna push out the world and give in to the enemy. But? I praise you Lord.

Tis so sweet to trust in Jesus
Just to take Him at His Word
Just to rest upon His promise
Just to know, “Thus saith the Lord”

Jesus, Jesus, how I trust Him
How I’ve proved Him o’er and o’er
Jesus, Jesus, precious Jesus
Oh, for grace to trust Him more

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I’m so scared and overwhelmed Lord but I am learning. I’m learning to trust in your wisdom and timing. I may be suffering, I may be weak and unable to function like I used to – but my relationship with you has deepened so much. I know you got me. I commit this all to you ..

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