I like control

Hi my name is Jessica and I have a problem. A lot of problems but a big one is I like control. No really. It’s like a huge thing with me. I need to control my life – every aspect. I have recently realized it’s a part of the trauma I have gone through but […]

Doctors

So I’m gonna try to write this without being upset. I went to my doctors appointment yesterday and was turned away. Even after I told them I needed meds refilled and I was a chronic illness sufferer. So here’s how it went. I have several chronic illnesses for which I take meds for. One is […]

I want to

I want to spray this house until we are breathing in fumes of roach spray. I’m not even close to kidding. I want to take control and get rid of this bug problem myself but I know I need to wait on the Lord. So in each location we’ve lived in – with the exception […]

One thing

It’s seriously just one thing after another. Problems with this house, problems with our Maryland house … my health. Sigh I am just so overwhelmed Lord. Help me. Save me from the enemy that looks to overtake me Lord. Be my help. My strong tower. Lord I look to you cause this is all out […]