Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Yeah. That’s right a former fitness influencer is saying: Exercise sucks. Why? Well .. Cause it does. With being diagnosed with ehlers danlos the first thing I learned? The importance of exercise in my daily life. If I don’t exercise – even something as simple as a stretch workout or a bike ride – I […]
Currently I’m at my in-laws but you guys are reading it after the fact. I think. This scheduling thing gets me confused. Anyways, here’s something interesting… You see these stairs? Well when I was an influencer I boasted how these stairs used to aggravate, scare, intimidate me. Because they were too high, caused me pain […]
Y’all for years and I am talking years … I was praying about being in a ministry. Then I thought my ministry was in the church. Then i thought my ministry was as an influencer (stop judging) and then and then … you see where I’m going with this? I was always looking to the […]
God knows my heart and growing love for those who don’t believe like me but seriously folks. Seriously tell me where it says in the Bible – politics have a matter on my belief in Jesus Christ dying on the cross for me. Seriously tell me where it says my vaccine status has anything to […]
OOOOOOooooo what a weird intro right? Wait? Is that the intro? Who knows. Anyways, I have not always had the best influences….which has led me to self medicate. Self medicating has helped me through so much but has caused so many …. many pains. I used food… I used people…. and I used pills. I […]
Y’all i have such dreams. So many dreams i cant even begin to write them down. Of course I pray about them and commit them to God but ya know what? Sometimes I let those dreams take over …. well me. I had dreams of being a fitness influencer. I had dreams to be skinny. […]
I used to be a fitness influencer – i know. It was …. i didnt feel like me the entire time. I was all positive and all that and would share certain things…but God has clearly called me for ministry. I did not and do not feel comfortable asking people for money for anything. I […]
So my healing process has been hampered – cause Ive been scared to move. No seriously. My neck has been slowly but surely swelling to the point that I was feeling a choking sensation. I called the doctor and he said as long as I am not choking? It was normal. But it kept getting […]
How Jesus Changed Me 