Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
I just got back from the last cardiologist appointment and the results? I’m normal. Lord Jesus I’m frustrated. I knew .. I knew he was full of crap when he said: “do you think you can trigger an episode?” I have dysautonomia. The literal definition is a dysfunction of the AUTONOMIC nervous system. But I […]
I’m sitting here in the hallway of church. I’m having a bad flare. The pain level is ridiculous. So much so I’m literally in a ball. The pressure is helping at least. Jesus Lord why do I hafta go through this? I just wanna learn more about having a relationship with God. But I did. […]
Ever heard of Sandi Patty or Larnel Harris? Oh boy I hope I spelled that right. Anyways they sang a song together: I’ve just seen Jesus. It’s a beautiful song … click here to listen. My mom used to listen to both these artists regularly growing up – don’t know why she stopped. Anywheyz Real […]
Jesus help me please. I feel like i am screaming in a room full of people who don’t care. Please rebuke Satan from my mind. I cry to you and ask that your Holy Spirit would just fill me. Fill me with you. You are all I want. Forgive me for losing sight of what […]
I sit here in the midst of a panic attack and all I want to do is scream. All I want to do is throw stuff and yell and….okay. I’m out of metaphors…similes….whatever theyre called. But instead of doing those things. I trust in Jesus. easy right? try that again. I trust in Jesus. My […]
In all the trials in my life one thing I have finally started to realize? If you cry out to Jesus – He will answer you. He will always be there for you. Why? Good question. Let me give you a couple of examples. My daughter and I were driving home from an appointment and […]
I hate that word: normal. I’m getting test after test coming back normal. Sigh. I hate this. God forgive me but I hate this so much. I’ve been taking the supplements and I’m noticing a difference. My hand was dark black from terrible eczema. My hand is clearing up… My blood pressure has stabilized. Previously, […]
Well today I go for more tests. I’m anxious cause I can’t eat or drink until after the test. Which causes me to have episodes. And I have to drive an hour there and back – by myself. But .. I’m committing it to the Lord. I’m worried .. I’m anxious .. I’m all of […]
Y’all .. still waiting for my test results. But I started a supplement regimen from the doctor. My hands are getting better (i have terrible eczema) but we’ve hit a new low in my “I’m allergic to everything under the sun” journey. I am now allergic to chocolate. So I thought something was up after […]
So here we are again .:. Some of my tests results are coming back … normal. So yeah. Here we go again. Lord I’m tired .. I’m weak .. I just want help. Please God help me. I know you are the only one who can. Please heal me Lord. I commit my life to […]
How Jesus Changed Me 