Ok ok I’m finally learning

I got great news! I’m finally learning to let go of control. Ok ok … I still am a huge knucklehead but im learning. What can I say? I’m a work in progress. But I’m learning. So I had a horrible appointment with my last cardiologist and I was set on not going to another […]

Here I am

Lord here I am .. I’m tired. I’m worn out. I’m trying to hope and trust in you but this is hard. So I praise you as I try to learn to truly trust in you You are my vision, O King of my heartNothing else satisfies, only You LordYou are my best thought by […]

Exercise sucks

Yeah. That’s right a former fitness influencer is saying: Exercise sucks. Why? Well .. Cause it does. With being diagnosed with ehlers danlos the first thing I learned? The importance of exercise in my daily life. If I don’t exercise – even something as simple as a stretch workout or a bike ride – I […]

Patience

Lord I understand that you are trying to teach us patience .. but please can we stop learning this lesson? Lord I know you have a plan, but why does this have to be so difficult? We have had thing after thing these past 2+ years. Why? Honestly? This ain’t fair … this is beyond […]

Leaning

I’m learning more and more about how much I need to be leaning on the everlasting arms… What a fellowship, what a joy divine,Leaning on the everlasting arms;What a blessedness, what a peace is mine,Leaning on the everlasting arms.Leaning, leaning,Safe and secure from all alarms;Leaning, leaning,Leaning on the everlasting arms.Oh, how sweet to walk in […]