Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Y’all for years and I am talking years … I was praying about being in a ministry. Then I thought my ministry was in the church. Then i thought my ministry was as an influencer (stop judging) and then and then … you see where I’m going with this? I was always looking to the […]
Lord. Sorry. My bad. I’ve been complaining how I have Covid and no one is giving me rest. Whoops. Lord I know you want me to be in ministry but is this what you meant? No rest? No peace time? I’m tired Lord. It’s been a long stinking day and it’s not even noon. I […]
What is the true call of God? I’ve been praying and seeking out God on this. Cause you know God never calls the prepared or the ones who we think should be called. But what does that hafta do with me? Take a look at king David. He was considered a puny nobody by many. […]
Ugh. I hate baseball. No. I loathe…despise…baseball. It infuriates me. In my soul I hate baseball. I am not a big sports fan – I can get into basketball but other sports? My husband is a huge sports fan. And I’m talking all sports. But his true love is baseball. Never misses a game. Lets […]
I like to write. I find my release in it. No for real, when I’m having a big emotion? I need to write to get everything out or I’m just a big ball of nerves. But here’s the thing – my kids are on summer vacation now (homeschooling) so when do I get the time? […]
so. previously i was supporting a ministry – not gonna do any linking cause well see James 4:11. lemme get into it. anyways. i no longer support that ministry cause it really had funky ….. values. lemme splain. i was listening to a podcast and the person said something along the following: “don’t say ‘i […]
I am a broken person. Like for real folks. I make mistakes. I get angry. I am impatient. I have been hurt so many times and by so many people – i deal a lot with bitterness. I do things without love (see 1 Corinthians 13) and I begrudgingly….wait isn’t that bitterness? Anyways. I felt […]
loving the unlovable is something that God has been trying to teach me for years. Maybe preparation for the teen years? Maybe preparation for full time ministry? I dont know. What I do know? Its a freaking hard lesson to learn. For real folks. No words can describe how much I hate this lesson – […]
I used to be a fitness influencer – i know. It was …. i didnt feel like me the entire time. I was all positive and all that and would share certain things…but God has clearly called me for ministry. I did not and do not feel comfortable asking people for money for anything. I […]
Are there some times when you look around and you just cant? Like you literally “i just cant”? No? just me? Alrighty then. But seriously though – going through all these medical problems causes me to take a step back and wonder. Like doing these devotionals and stories – how can i write? am I […]
How Jesus Changed Me 