Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
I go through my moments .. especially since getting sick: “oh my life is horrible” .. “poor me” .. “no one understands”. And so on. I recently went through that. It’s hard living this Spoonie life. Makes ya wanna feel sorry for yourself and push out life. Y’all I have been so tired lately I […]
It’s 7 something in the morning and I had a rough night. My legs are so tired .. I’m in such pain I can’t even go to church (it’s a Sunday). But yet I still will praise my Lord. God I hate this so much, but I trust and hope in you alone. In the […]
Yeah. That’s right a former fitness influencer is saying: Exercise sucks. Why? Well .. Cause it does. With being diagnosed with ehlers danlos the first thing I learned? The importance of exercise in my daily life. If I don’t exercise – even something as simple as a stretch workout or a bike ride – I […]
Lord I understand that you are trying to teach us patience .. but please can we stop learning this lesson? Lord I know you have a plan, but why does this have to be so difficult? We have had thing after thing these past 2+ years. Why? Honestly? This ain’t fair … this is beyond […]
My husband is injured – possibly needs surgery. I have ehlers danlos and of course dislocated my knee (from sitting too long) … injuries suck. The best part? We need to move out before the end of March … My heart rate is still crazy – the palpitations have lessened so much but my rate […]
To the doctor who didn’t believe me .. dear doctor .. please remember one thing: I wanna be mad and put you on blast. But you know what? I’m gonna pray for you. I’m gonna pray that God would open your eyes and grant you wisdom. I’m gonna ask that God would bless you. I’m […]
So, y’all remember how I added more salt to my diet? Well .. I have been adding more salt but the other day I got sick from the pickles and I didn’t add extra salt (I was too sick). Oh goodness I better not do that again…hold up. Lemme explain better. So it’s been about […]
I’m sitting here in a daze. The weather this weekend was frosty – hit the teens here in GA. Today? It’s hitting 60* … the weather affects me greatly. My daughter too actually. My hiatal hernia has been killing me too. So eating has been fun. My daughter has had major bloody nose issues. I’m […]
Lord … I’m scared. I don’t want to go this doctors appointment to just leave defeated. I don’t want to be ignored and humiliated again. I’m in pain. I’m tired. But I’m scared. Lord you are my rescuer. I know you are there guiding my steps. I ask in your holy precious name that you […]
I just got back from the last cardiologist appointment and the results? I’m normal. Lord Jesus I’m frustrated. I knew .. I knew he was full of crap when he said: “do you think you can trigger an episode?” I have dysautonomia. The literal definition is a dysfunction of the AUTONOMIC nervous system. But I […]
How Jesus Changed Me 