Y’all. I just got my euflexxa shot. This shot is a medicated gel that goes straight into my knee to help manage the arthritis and subluxation pain. oh holy goodness gracious great balls of fire was that painful. First off, I got to the appointment a little late. I was so concentrated on the fact […]
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Knucklehead
Y’all? This knucklehead done did it again. Sigh. When will I learn? I went and looked up my symptoms online. Apparently I’m dying from like 10 different things. Some of which .. actually do run through my family and are common with people who have EDS. Sigh. It’s been a rough time of it. My […]
Dude
Dude. Do you have any idea how much this process pisses me off? By process, I mean this time of illness and learning. Ugh. This whole thing pisses me off so much. Having to say no to things cause I physically can’t. Having to have people make plans without me? Not being considered cause I’m […]
Dear Lord
I thank you my dear Lord. I thank you for your mercies and your strength. I thank you for teaching me. I thank you for loving in spite of my complaining. I thank you Lord for this time of pain and suffering. I hate it to my core but I am thankful because I am […]
Lonely
As a Spoonie? You can’t help but feel incredibly lonely. No one truly understands the pain, the exhaustion, the fact that your life is drastically changing minute by minute. People can feel sorry but no one truly understands and that’s lonely I’m going through a bad flare…or whatever is happening in my body currently. It’s […]
Having faith
As a Spoonie, I hear this constantly from people when I say: I’m suffering. “Are you having enough faith?” “God will heal you! Just have the faith” Y’all…I have faith. I know my Beautiful creator can do anything. Anything at all, but it still hurts. This sucks. I can’t play with kids like I used […]
Interesting
Currently I’m at my in-laws but you guys are reading it after the fact. I think. This scheduling thing gets me confused. Anyways, here’s something interesting… You see these stairs? Well when I was an influencer I boasted how these stairs used to aggravate, scare, intimidate me. Because they were too high, caused me pain […]
It’s all about trust
Yes. Yes. I know. My whole blog is all about trust. Well sorry but not sorry. It’s what I’m learning. Sorry for the sass – I’m tired and in pain and I’m nervous. We are traveling tomorrow to locations and timings unknown. No literally unknown. Ok. Maybe not all the locations – I might be […]
I don’t know what to say
I don’t. It’s been a couple of bad pain days – non stop rainy days. My leg is killing me. And the worst part is? The part with the major arthritis doesn’t hurt that much – it’s the muscle pain. That’s the pain that cripples me and leaves me near tears. I don’t know what […]
Talking about that Spoonie life
Yeah here I am talking about that Spoonie life again. Oh well. But bear with me cause I am gonna use that to show you how Jesus changed me. Long story short? It’s been a crappy 3yrs of my body breaking down. Here’s a pic of me during my worst: I used to chronicle my […]
How Jesus Changed Me 