With the abuse that I received? I grew up as a huge people pleaser. Now I don’t care what people say – it’s not necessarily a bad thing. Okay yeah I heard that too. People pleasing is not a good thing. The only person you should try to please is Jesus. Facts. But I grew […]
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goody two shoes
wait … is that how you say it? Hold on…hey google! Yup. Good two shoes. I wonder how that came to be a saying. Anyways, I was always a goody two shoes. Acting the way I thought people wanted me to be. Dressing the way I was “supposed to” and so on. Remember people pleaser? […]
Approval
I sent a message to someone the other day .. just to vent and I got a speech. And to yet another person, did the same. Got the same reaction. Y’all I wasn’t looking for approval just some sympathy. Then it hit me – wasn’t that just looking for approval? I have always been a […]
Loving the unlovable
loving the unlovable is something that God has been trying to teach me for years. Maybe preparation for the teen years? Maybe preparation for full time ministry? I dont know. What I do know? Its a freaking hard lesson to learn. For real folks. No words can describe how much I hate this lesson – […]
just write
sometimes i need to just write. to get all these ideas in my head on page somehow….like i dont care how it looks or how it sounds….i just need to get it out. I spent most of my life – quiet as a mouse trying not to offend. Cant say that around this person …. […]
Praise the Lord with me
Please praise the Lord with me: To God be the glory, great things He hath done,So loved He the world that He gave us His Son,Who yielded His life our redemption to win,And opened the life-gate that all may go in. Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, Let the earth hear His voice;Praise the Lord, praise the […]
Low blow
The other day I talked about a trial we are going through – it has to deal with others so I’m gonna be vague – but it’s a low blow. It’s actually a couple of difficult, different things. And each? Makes me so frustrated. Hey I said I shouldn’t complain – never said I wouldn’t. […]
you think you know? You dont
“Jessica you are such an inspiration. You are so perfect at everything.” ha. definitely not perfect. definitely not. I can get you examples if you want. It comes down to this: when you think you know things about people? Thats when you finally realize – You don’t. You definitely don’t know … anything. I have […]
It keeps getting better
Y’all … it just keeps getting better and better. 4 days left … I have Covid and here’s what else: we need to get rid of my old car (it won’t last the drive to Georgia). All the car places won’t take it. I have Covid and there’s still packing to do. The house is […]
Talk about Jesus
I’m sitting here in the hallway of church. I’m having a bad flare. The pain level is ridiculous. So much so I’m literally in a ball. The pressure is helping at least. Jesus Lord why do I hafta go through this? I just wanna learn more about having a relationship with God. But I did. […]
How Jesus Changed Me 