Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
“Jessica you are such an inspiration. You are so perfect at everything.” ha. definitely not perfect. definitely not. I can get you examples if you want. It comes down to this: when you think you know things about people? Thats when you finally realize – You don’t. You definitely don’t know … anything. I have […]
You know what Lord? I’m done. I’m done with all this trials and tribulations and struggles and…..i cant think of anymore words. Lord I am tired. I am scared. I am overwhelmed. I cant do this anymore. Please God show your mercy on us and help. Please forgive me for trying to do this on […]
Bear with me y’all. I need to think. There’s stuff happening that I don’t understand (not with my health but it’s happening to those close and this blog ain’t about them) and I feel overwhelmed. I know it’s par for the course with my life right now – but this part doesn’t seem fair. I […]
I don’t. It’s been a couple of bad pain days – non stop rainy days. My leg is killing me. And the worst part is? The part with the major arthritis doesn’t hurt that much – it’s the muscle pain. That’s the pain that cripples me and leaves me near tears. I don’t know what […]
there are times when God only knows. God only knows my heart. God only knows my pain. some words are just too difficult for me to express. But God knows. And you would think thats enough – its not. But Im learning. There are times when I cant even begin to think past my pain. […]
I know. You are not alone. I see you there my friend, making those changes. Striving to be a better person. A better Christian. Don’t give up because God sees you too. He saw you first. He has always seen you. In that pain, in that suffering. Please know this fact: He did not want […]
I have a little….well known secret. I like scary movies. Well not really too scary. Not like demonic but like action packed. Like John Wick….like Predator….yeah i know. I notice when I am …. in a rageful mood i love movies like this. I dont get why. I just do. Like I need to see […]
I’ve been asked this several times. “Jess you have been through hell and back. The worst things have happened to you (don’t worry we’ll get there)….how can you still say God is real?” Fair question right? But I’ll tell ya how I now know. My parents were driving us home from my grandmas house when […]
Just when I think I know … shoo that should’ve been the name of this blog. Y’all I can’t … I just can’t. Just when I think I know what’s happening with my life and where God has us? Yea .. it changes. I’m not saying anything right now because it’s all up in the […]
My husband and I have been praying about a certain …. subject? Thought? I dont know. Topic. Lets leave it at that. We’ve been feeling the same thing about it – but have been wondering why God is showing us this. But then? Just when I think I know why – God shows me something […]
How Jesus Changed Me 