Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
So I finally got my follow up appointment with my new cardiologist. Today is March 14th .. my appointment? June 16th … more waiting. I hate waiting. I ain’t gonna sugar coat this Lord .. this sucks. Majorly. I know you have a plan – but does this hafta be so long and difficult? I […]
I hate the times of “hurry up and wait” … it’s the worst. Y’all know I’ve had a case or 10 of those. Sigh. Well here we go again. My cardiologist appointment? Postponed until my results of the holter monitor thing is done. Okay Lord. Okay. I’ll hurry up and wait…I hate waiting but I […]
Yup. So here I am. Still waiting. Going on the 2nd month of waiting on my genetic testing results … this is awesome *sarcasm* you know how I love to be stiiiilllll … waiting The best part? Is I’m noticing the kids having sign of having a hypermobility issue as well. Awesome *severe sarcasm* I […]
Got a new diagnosis: fibromyalgia. Great. Lord I thank you for this diagnosis, as it has me on a plan to manage. I know what I need to do.. But this is forever. Why? God I understand. I hate this so much. I want to cry and scream and just give up. But by Your […]
Tomorrow is Mother’s Day. I can’t help but talk about the women in my life who made a huge impact in my life. First off? My mom. We’ve had a strained relationship in the past but as I’ve gotten older – I finally understand…her. Understand her sacrifices, her love, her craziness, her fierce love of […]
Oh Lord just when I think I got it all figured out…I prove myself wrong. I am a mess God .. please forgive me for my doubts and fears. I commit this water heater situation to you. It’s gotten worse today and I’m sitting here waiting for the plumber. You know how I loathe waiting… […]
Another God is cool story coming up – wait did I call it that previously? Anyways .. lemme tell you this past week has been hard. I know you can’t tell but it’s been a week since I wrote. Has it? Oh my goodness .. let’s just say it’s been a minute. So I have […]
I like sharing my life. Sharing what I’m learning, sharing what I’ve been through, and so on. But ya know what else I’m gonna share? The ugly parts too, why? Cause I’m real I know for a fact that people struggle – but for some reason these same people think they are alone. I’m one […]
So I have yet another potential diagnosis. This one a little more … Lord I’m done. I’m so done. Why me? I know I know I’m probably overacting — which is a usual for me. I have to sit here and wait to hear back from a doctor. Sit here with my thoughts. So I’m […]
Y’all it’s moving day! The day I have waited for is finally here and? I’m terrified. I am literally sitting on my bed not being able to move cause it’s just so much. The remaining packing .. the move .. the ac stuff .. it’s all just … it’s got me frozen in frustration. And […]
How Jesus Changed Me 