We are at the beginning of the hot season here in Georgia – which would be nothing if not for the ac being busted. We have it on now .. but it barely works. Oh Lord I can’t deal with this. My symptoms get 1000xs worse in the heat. Lord I’m so frustrated and so […]
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Diet changes
Well .:. I have my appointment with the POTS cardiologist. In March … sigh. Well … now I hafta wait. In the meantime .. like I said previously: I make the changes I can to help my symptoms. Diet changes, exercise changes, and clothing. March 1st come soon – please God. So as far as […]
Ok then
So remember how I told you I was on meds that literally could’ve killed me? And that clinically speaking I was addicted to a med that was overprescribed? Ok then .. click the links if you don’t know. Well it’s been 1 month and I am officially off the meds that could’ve killed me – […]
Let’s explain a little
I keep writing prayers about being scared and overwhelmed. Thought “hmmm…let’s explain a little more ..” So not only do we have critters, warped boards (to the point you feel like you’re about to go through the floor), not only do we have 1 working shower, not only do we have holes around the house […]
I’m grateful
So we’ve been in Georgia for almost 2 months. Still in the money pit. With possibly a rodent … or something. Thankfully the roach issue has been addressed (thank you sweet Lord Jesus). But they are now gonna put some holes in the walls to fix our bathrooms. All this till going? And I’m grateful. […]
Answering prayer
My God is so good. He is answering prayer even when I just doubt. Lord I don’t deserve you… I have been praying for the house fixes all week. that we would get an efficient, diligent worker. What happened? Well .. God came through big time. Even added works? He did. The worker came through […]
Uncomfortable
I am sitting here in my new house totally and completely uncomfortable. It’s possible now the exterminator won’t come for 2 wks. I feel the creepy heebie jeebies constantly. I just can’t relax. Lord help me please. I can’t do this on my own. please forgive my doubt and worry. Lord I know you will […]
So here we go..again again
Ok. So here’s what happening. 3 more people came to see the house in Maryland. No offers. Nothing. Okay. Again right? Gotta wait right? Again again and again. The. The Georgia rental? Here we go .. Roaches the second day. Water bugs the first day and possibly the third. No biggie right? Welp. Y’all I […]
One thing
It’s seriously just one thing after another. Problems with this house, problems with our Maryland house … my health. Sigh I am just so overwhelmed Lord. Help me. Save me from the enemy that looks to overtake me Lord. Be my help. My strong tower. Lord I look to you cause this is all out […]
Frustration
She looked at her computer screen in frustration. So many words. So many ideas wanted to spill out. How do I even start? Write Ok. But where? Where do I start? What do I write about? Write She slammed her hands in frustration and walked away. This is ridiculous Write She grabbed a drink of […]