Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
sometimes i need to just write. to get all these ideas in my head on page somehow….like i dont care how it looks or how it sounds….i just need to get it out. I spent most of my life – quiet as a mouse trying not to offend. Cant say that around this person …. […]
I love that song: Graves into gardens. I’ll put the links later in the post. But it perfectly describes where I am at lately. Well technically I’m in a flare and I can barely do anything – but spiritually? I’ve never felt such peace. This grave has finally become a garden Last year this time […]
Lord here I am .. I’m tired. I’m worn out. I’m trying to hope and trust in you but this is hard. So I praise you as I try to learn to truly trust in you You are my vision, O King of my heartNothing else satisfies, only You LordYou are my best thought by […]
I honest don’t know what I’m gonna write. My heart is conflicted Lord. I don’t understand the purpose of being thankful sometimes. I know that has to do with my trauma – it’s hard to be thankful when you’re always waiting for the bottom to fall out. Lord please help my unbelief. I know you […]
So I’m gonna try to write this without being upset. I went to my doctors appointment yesterday and was turned away. Even after I told them I needed meds refilled and I was a chronic illness sufferer. So here’s how it went. I have several chronic illnesses for which I take meds for. One is […]
I’m sitting here waiting for the exterminator. Yes! It’s finally here, but I’m sitting here surrounded by my stuff and still freaking out. I’ve had more peace about it tho … I finally got my focus off the exterminator and realized the power of God. I realized I was focusing on the exterminator rescuing me. […]
So this is it y’all … we are on our way to Georgia now. We’ve been on the road for about 3 hrs now. According to GPS we have 7hrs left My back is already dying – so is my husbands. We’ve had to make several pit stops cause of me and my pea sized […]
I’m sitting here writing this and I’m frustrated. Why cause even this is tiring me out. Y’all? I hate this so much. I have so much to do with packing this house. I have all these ideas and can I do them? Probably not. I hate this so much. I know God has a plan […]
She looked at her computer screen in frustration. So many words. So many ideas wanted to spill out. How do I even start? Write Ok. But where? Where do I start? What do I write about? Write She slammed her hands in frustration and walked away. This is ridiculous Write She grabbed a drink of […]
Y’all it’s been a couple of days since I wrote and it’s cause my mind is completely blank. Sorry. I want to write so much but getting through the fog is difficult. I am currently attempting to stay without carbs (which is supposed to help people with dysautonomia – according to dysautonomia international) so that’s […]
How Jesus Changed Me 