Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
So I saw the POTS doctor. She’s pretty convinced that I have POTS .. plus MCAS .. which is all being aggravated by iliac compression syndrome. I have to wait for the office to call me to schedule the tests, while I wait for the blood test results to come back. I thought I had […]
Here’s an interesting story: lemme preface this by saying – I hate pigeons. Ugh. They are gross. Ok, moving on we were driving with the kids in Manhattan with my brother, and we started talking about the zombie pigeons in NYC. It’s just what I call them. If you’ve seen the pigeons in NY you […]
I feel so alone. All by myself is definitely my theme song of the day. I’m trying to fight these thoughts of bitterness but here I am all alone sitting here with all this to do And that’s just my room. I have done the kitchen … all by myself. I have done the laundry […]
I told yall about that David play right? The song that impacted my recent life. Well, this comes from it: “…strength comes from above….to lead us to love….you have a choice…trust in your Shepherd…listen for His word…follow His voice” Man. Yesterday proves it ya know? I have no strength. More and more i am finding […]
Like for real. Things get in the way and it really pisses me off. Like I went to the doctor finally for my latest injury. I was optimistic, I was joyful looking toward finally starting the process of healing from this and then the doctor told me I was too fat. Too fat. This girl […]
I love this song. Its from old school Newsboys. Its about the bible verse (see below). Talking about how you never know when you are entertaining angels. Remember that time when the guy was gonna hit me? I didn’t see the angel then – but I know God sent them. Cause I called upon His […]
Man. This is difficult – not writing. I love writing. its a release. No. I’m talking about being a Christian. Its rough dude. I don’t know where people get the idea (I’m including myself in this group of people) that being a christian is all peachy creamy….stuff. I don’t get it. I don’t understand why […]
i love my husband, hes kind. loving. funny. … i could go on but lets get to the story. When we first started dating and getting to know each other he said to me: “i’m not the jealous type. i know and trust you.” so foolishly i took him at his word. And i would […]
I am a broken person. Like for real folks. I make mistakes. I get angry. I am impatient. I have been hurt so many times and by so many people – i deal a lot with bitterness. I do things without love (see 1 Corinthians 13) and I begrudgingly….wait isn’t that bitterness? Anyways. I felt […]
she shook her head. NO. Not again. the dark threatened to overtake her. NO. She kept cleaning her house. She had been keeping the dark at bay but today? It creeped ever so closer to her. NO you are stupid NO you are fat No you are not worthy of love Tears fell down her […]
How Jesus Changed Me 