Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Ok. Hot topic time. Anxiety. Lets talk about it. Frankly a lot of people in the church don’t understand mental health. Most assume its demon possession – which is a thing. But its not always the case. Some think its a simple trust thing – which is also a thing. But lets talk about what […]
Anxiety sucks. How it plagued her. Anxiety controlled all her motions. Made her feel less than human. Anxiety made her feel less than Christian. Motionless, she went into 1,000 different scenarios as her husband explained the plans. She stared right through her husband as she let all the possibilities fly. We are gonna get sick […]
We are at the beginning of the hot season here in Georgia – which would be nothing if not for the ac being busted. We have it on now .. but it barely works. Oh Lord I can’t deal with this. My symptoms get 1000xs worse in the heat. Lord I’m so frustrated and so […]
I like sharing my life. Sharing what I’m learning, sharing what I’ve been through, and so on. But ya know what else I’m gonna share? The ugly parts too, why? Cause I’m real I know for a fact that people struggle – but for some reason these same people think they are alone. I’m one […]
So I have yet another potential diagnosis. This one a little more … Lord I’m done. I’m so done. Why me? I know I know I’m probably overacting — which is a usual for me. I have to sit here and wait to hear back from a doctor. Sit here with my thoughts. So I’m […]
Be careful how you judge people. I mean the Bible calls us to judge righteously right? But make sure you are emphasizing that latter part. Righteously. Here’s what I mean … What you see: What you don’t see: It’s hard to judge a person based only on their looks. You don’t know how or why […]
Well today I go for more tests. I’m anxious cause I can’t eat or drink until after the test. Which causes me to have episodes. And I have to drive an hour there and back – by myself. But .. I’m committing it to the Lord. I’m worried .. I’m anxious .. I’m all of […]
I just got back from the last cardiologist appointment and the results? I’m normal. Lord Jesus I’m frustrated. I knew .. I knew he was full of crap when he said: “do you think you can trigger an episode?” I have dysautonomia. The literal definition is a dysfunction of the AUTONOMIC nervous system. But I […]
I’m sitting here waiting for the exterminator. Yes! It’s finally here, but I’m sitting here surrounded by my stuff and still freaking out. I’ve had more peace about it tho … I finally got my focus off the exterminator and realized the power of God. I realized I was focusing on the exterminator rescuing me. […]
My mom and I were talking this morning and she reminded me of this verse: But he said to her, “You speak as one of the foolish women speaks. Shall we indeed accept good from God, and shall we not accept adversity?” In all this Job did not sin with his lips. Job 2:10 God […]
How Jesus Changed Me 