Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Ok. Hot topic time. Anxiety. Lets talk about it. Frankly a lot of people in the church don’t understand mental health. Most assume its demon possession – which is a thing. But its not always the case. Some think its a simple trust thing – which is also a thing. But lets talk about what […]
Anxiety sucks. How it plagued her. Anxiety controlled all her motions. Made her feel less than human. Anxiety made her feel less than Christian. Motionless, she went into 1,000 different scenarios as her husband explained the plans. She stared right through her husband as she let all the possibilities fly. We are gonna get sick […]
I just got back from the last cardiologist appointment and the results? I’m normal. Lord Jesus I’m frustrated. I knew .. I knew he was full of crap when he said: “do you think you can trigger an episode?” I have dysautonomia. The literal definition is a dysfunction of the AUTONOMIC nervous system. But I […]
I’m sitting here waiting for the exterminator. Yes! It’s finally here, but I’m sitting here surrounded by my stuff and still freaking out. I’ve had more peace about it tho … I finally got my focus off the exterminator and realized the power of God. I realized I was focusing on the exterminator rescuing me. […]
My mom and I were talking this morning and she reminded me of this verse: But he said to her, “You speak as one of the foolish women speaks. Shall we indeed accept good from God, and shall we not accept adversity?” In all this Job did not sin with his lips. Job 2:10 God […]
In those times? In those times of absolute fear you need faith. In those times of great fear there needs to be great faith. How? You just do it. You sit there and just do it. Here’s what I mean. I told y’all about my meds situation right? No? Ok I take a major pill. […]
I will call upon Your nameAnd keep my eyes above the wavesWhen oceans riseMy soul will rest in Your embraceFor I am Yours and You are mine – Lyrics OCEANS Rend collective So some huge things are in the works, not gonna share cause its still all in the air. But I will share that […]
You know what Lord? I’m done. I’m done with all this trials and tribulations and struggles and…..i cant think of anymore words. Lord I am tired. I am scared. I am overwhelmed. I cant do this anymore. Please God show your mercy on us and help. Please forgive me for trying to do this on […]
Things are rough here .. yes. I am currently going through some symptoms that include weakness to the point of collapsing. It’s even gotten as far as passing out. But? I push on. I want to be able to shut out the world and just stay in all day. Especially on a flare day. Shoo […]
Lord these past couple of days … i’ve been at a loss. lost. you know what i mean. I’ve been scared and confused and … well … all over the place. But Lord? I know you’ve got plans for me. I put my trust in you and do what I need to do to get […]
How Jesus Changed Me 