Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Ok. Hot topic time. Anxiety. Lets talk about it. Frankly a lot of people in the church don’t understand mental health. Most assume its demon possession – which is a thing. But its not always the case. Some think its a simple trust thing – which is also a thing. But lets talk about what […]
Anxiety sucks. How it plagued her. Anxiety controlled all her motions. Made her feel less than human. Anxiety made her feel less than Christian. Motionless, she went into 1,000 different scenarios as her husband explained the plans. She stared right through her husband as she let all the possibilities fly. We are gonna get sick […]
I just got back from the last cardiologist appointment and the results? I’m normal. Lord Jesus I’m frustrated. I knew .. I knew he was full of crap when he said: “do you think you can trigger an episode?” I have dysautonomia. The literal definition is a dysfunction of the AUTONOMIC nervous system. But I […]
In those times? In those times of absolute fear you need faith. In those times of great fear there needs to be great faith. How? You just do it. You sit there and just do it. Here’s what I mean. I told y’all about my meds situation right? No? Ok I take a major pill. […]
Things are rough here .. yes. I am currently going through some symptoms that include weakness to the point of collapsing. It’s even gotten as far as passing out. But? I push on. I want to be able to shut out the world and just stay in all day. Especially on a flare day. Shoo […]
Well as you read … whenever. My test results came back normal. I was referred to a POTS specialist. I’m so over this. I want answers now. I want to now already what’s been happening. Lord I can’t. And then – just so you know – living the Spoonie life is rough. Why? Cause everyone […]
well its Day 4 of me wearing the holter monitor. How is it going? Well I’ll tell ya. Interesting. I have to take it off each morning to charge it for a period of time. They told me it takes an hour and what have i found out? It takes an hour and a half. […]
Y’all just when I think I got a handle on this anxiety? Just when I think I got a handle on trusting the Lord and allowing Him to work? The doubt come big time. Oh. My. Word. So sun up real quick: I’m eating a lot of salt and drinking a lot of water. If […]
Y’all? This knucklehead done did it again. Sigh. When will I learn? I went and looked up my symptoms online. Apparently I’m dying from like 10 different things. Some of which .. actually do run through my family and are common with people who have EDS. Sigh. It’s been a rough time of it. My […]
Okay. Okay. Bear with me as I weave a story of my … sorry bad brain fog moment. What was I saying? …. …. My symptoms! Okay. Okay. Okay. Sorry OCD moment there – I legit still wanna say okay but we are pushing through Okay. Ugh. I’ve been weak, tired, dizzy, then I realized […]
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