I like to write. I find my release in it. No for real, when I’m having a big emotion? I need to write to get everything out or I’m just a big ball of nerves. But here’s the thing – my kids are on summer vacation now (homeschooling) so when do I get the time? […]
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drenched
she looked around the floor. Everything was drenched. The chairs. the floor. the garbage can. the recycling. “Sorry mommy” Of course this happens when my husband is not home and its a bad pain day. Of course, she thought to herself. She sighed. “Take everything upstairs” And she began the arduous task of cleaning the […]
Blessings
I’ve talked about this several times but heres a run down of what you can do when … ya know when there are times … whew. No words can describe how overwhelmed I get. The feelings of inadequacy and failings come almost daily. But that’s when I hafta sit back and count my blessings. When […]
no. I dont identify as a Chrisitan
I just need to write. Writing just…..it helps me see things. So? hi. so I was talking with someone about christians. Yeah it was my brother. And it came about that he believes that christians are just fake. And that made me think about my relationship with God. Cause it should. right? Am I a […]
I like control
Hi my name is Jessica and I have a problem. A lot of problems but a big one is I like control. No really. It’s like a huge thing with me. I need to control my life – every aspect. I have recently realized it’s a part of the trauma I have gone through but […]
Alone
Sometimes I feel so alone. So mad that I’m in a certain situation. Currently I’m going through a bad flare up from IBS and a bad cold. Did I ever mention to y’all that I’m a big whiner – thought I’d put that out there. Anyways, alone. I feel alone. I feel misunderstood. Ashamed. Alone. […]