Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Please Lord help me. I’m so overwhelmed. I’m in pain. I’m tired. I’m scared. We keep coming I across hurdles in finding a house. My chest pain has gotten worse. I’m getting numbness and tingling in my body randomly. The bugs are back. My neck pain is getting worse. I’m all alone. Lord please help […]
Here’s the last bit from my rockstar. Waiting for her to give me more … 🪲: hey guys SaMmY: hey stinkbug :D- hey stinkbug Gigi1234:hey stinkbug 👄: hey SaMmY: hey lips Avwey: 👧🏼 hey SaMmY: ummm I’ll brb 🐨: hye!!!!! SaMmY: wduw 🐽: squeee squeee SaMmY: hey pig nose Avwey: pig nose :D- piggy nose […]
I honest don’t know what I’m gonna write. My heart is conflicted Lord. I don’t understand the purpose of being thankful sometimes. I know that has to do with my trauma – it’s hard to be thankful when you’re always waiting for the bottom to fall out. Lord please help my unbelief. I know you […]
Ok. Ok. Bear with me here but really think about this question: who has the power? I know seems like a foolish question as a Christian right? But no. There’s a …. Group of people who believe that they have some power on how their lives play out. “Name it and claim it” … ya […]
I wanna be mad. I am struggling with the thoughts “does God really love me?” I’m struggling with anger but mostly I’m defeated. Well the exterminator is now scheduled for a third time … I have now prepped my house twice to no avail. Twice y’all and? I still wasn’t prepared enough. Had my crying […]
My mom and I were talking this morning and she reminded me of this verse: But he said to her, “You speak as one of the foolish women speaks. Shall we indeed accept good from God, and shall we not accept adversity?” In all this Job did not sin with his lips. Job 2:10 God […]
I want to spray this house until we are breathing in fumes of roach spray. I’m not even close to kidding. I want to take control and get rid of this bug problem myself but I know I need to wait on the Lord. So in each location we’ve lived in – with the exception […]
Well we are still waiting for the exterminator…but it’s been a couple of days since we saw one. Well that is until today and of course my son who’s terrified of bugs found it. Oh Lord help us. I’m sitting here struggling with my faith but I was going well. Praying and seeking out God […]
Today is the first day of homeschooling and part of my kids curriculum they have to do Bible class. In their Bible class they sing old hymns and childhood classics. Like God is so good. 🎶 God is so good, God is so good, God is so good, He’s so good to me. He answers […]
Y’all I can’t even be making this stuff up. Brand new washer and dryer installed today and? My dryer is not drying completely My prescription for my meds still hasn’t come …. The bug situation is still ongoing. Today is Saturday for me so we hafta wait til Monday to find out if he still […]
How Jesus Changed Me 