I’m a planner .:. I plan out every aspect of everything. planning helps me – keep control I guess. I planned on running a marathon – but POTS changed that. I planned on losing a bunch of weight – but MCAS is making that harder and harder. Makes me frustrated and feeling defeated A lot […]
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You’re gonna fail
I hate writing this but it’s true: as a Christian? You are gonna fail. And ya know what? God knows you’re gonna fail and still loves you. You think becoming closer to God, you are never gonna have doubts? That you are always gonna trust .:. That you will have the faith to move mountains […]
Being a Christian
I ain’t gonna sugar coat it: Being a Christian is difficult. A lot are under the impression that life gets easier when you choose to follow God – but it don’t. In fact I would even choose to say it gets harder Why would I say something so bold? Well think about it – first […]
Mother’s Day
Tomorrow is Mother’s Day. I can’t help but talk about the women in my life who made a huge impact in my life. First off? My mom. We’ve had a strained relationship in the past but as I’ve gotten older – I finally understand…her. Understand her sacrifices, her love, her craziness, her fierce love of […]
Sharing
I like sharing my life. Sharing what I’m learning, sharing what I’ve been through, and so on. But ya know what else I’m gonna share? The ugly parts too, why? Cause I’m real I know for a fact that people struggle – but for some reason these same people think they are alone. I’m one […]
too much
ya know there is such a thing as knowing too much. Oh yeah – i said it. There is. Too much leads to things like thinking you are better …. than anyone. It leads to you thinking you know it all when that is far from the case. Take me. When I found out I […]
Graves into gardens
I love that song: Graves into gardens. I’ll put the links later in the post. But it perfectly describes where I am at lately. Well technically I’m in a flare and I can barely do anything – but spiritually? I’ve never felt such peace. This grave has finally become a garden Last year this time […]
Chocolate
Y’all .. still waiting for my test results. But I started a supplement regimen from the doctor. My hands are getting better (i have terrible eczema) but we’ve hit a new low in my “I’m allergic to everything under the sun” journey. I am now allergic to chocolate. So I thought something was up after […]
Oh boy oh boy
Y’all? Oh boy oh boy … something huge has happened. Like life altering .. can’t really speak on it but dude. It just reminds me to encourage you guys and me – bathe your family in prayer!!! The enemy is attacking families like crazy. It is so so so important to constantly bathe your family […]
Learning
Throughout all of this? I’m learning. a lot. Like to appreciate the little things. Like? Daily lunch with my favorite little people. Stolen phone calls with my favorite person. Thank you Lord for all the blessings you have given me.