Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
I think people have this idea about depression. That it’s an all encompassing sadness … a depreciating life. No my friend, depression sucks more than that. No. That’s not even close to what we go through. When I go through a bout? I get an all encompassing emptiness. I feel nothing. I spend most days […]
I am a Christmas freak. Starting October? Christmas music plays and I start harassing my husband to put up decorations. Last year I was completely done with my shopping by Black Friday. I love Christmas. But this? Today is December 1st and I have no Christmas spirit. I have some decorations up and I have […]
Y’all … I am beat down. I’m just .. struggling honestly. I am so tired and frustrated and I absolutely hate this feeling. My body is just so worn down y’all. We were driving home from church today and the sun was shining brightly. It literally felt like fire on me. I know it was […]
i’m a mess y’all …. i’m flailing. I am grasping at straws and I cant anymore. My body aches. I am so weak i dont even trust myself driving. My brain is so foggy – sometimes i cant even hold a conversation. My depression is right on the edge of my brain trying to bust […]
Y’all … it’s been a week. Dude such a week. One thing piled on another. Let this be a warning fer ya: you don’t know. Just when you think you know? Ha. You don’t. I don’t even know what day this is – I wrote this ahead of time. But I think it’s only Tuesday. […]
I like sharing with you how Jesus changed me through all aspects of my life and i’m gonna start sharing the aspects of how Jesus is changed me through my health journey. First? I have always been the chunky girl. I found a good weight and met this cutie. he knocked my socks off. I […]
nope. sorry depression. sorry. this is not it. I know you tricked me the other day … made me think i was out of this evilness. But obviously … God has other plans. And while I may not like this funk…who am I kidding? I hate it. But guess what depression? Guess what anxiety? Guess […]
well here we go again. had my new set of blood tests done. Found out my thyroid stimulating hormone was at 22 (it should be less than 2). Dude. It explains everything i’ve been going through – not the hypermobility … though they are not exclusive. Moving on. I’m talking the depression and severe exhaustion. […]
i’ve been kicked … i’ve been broken … I’ve been through it lately. and im done. I wanna give up. Sit on my couch and watch TV all day. I dont want to do anything. I want to hide. Yeah….i’m going through a depressive episode and it sucks. I’m tired of feeling like this. Questioning […]
I am a broken person. Like for real folks. I make mistakes. I get angry. I am impatient. I have been hurt so many times and by so many people – i deal a lot with bitterness. I do things without love (see 1 Corinthians 13) and I begrudgingly….wait isn’t that bitterness? Anyways. I felt […]
How Jesus Changed Me 