Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
I honest don’t know what I’m gonna write. My heart is conflicted Lord. I don’t understand the purpose of being thankful sometimes. I know that has to do with my trauma – it’s hard to be thankful when you’re always waiting for the bottom to fall out. Lord please help my unbelief. I know you […]
Ok. Ok. Bear with me here but really think about this question: who has the power? I know seems like a foolish question as a Christian right? But no. There’s a …. Group of people who believe that they have some power on how their lives play out. “Name it and claim it” … ya […]
y’all know how I’ve been going through it with this new house right? And how we hoped for something else. And how we are handling it, Well there are other things happening (structural) .. and I’m tired of it. But I’m learning to have faith. faith is something we hope for. Believe that God will […]
Well the buyer backed out again. Here we are. Facing a heavy possibility of not being able to pay a rent and mortgage. The exterminator canceled again. I found a roach in our dishwasher…Lord. Jesus. I praise you. For I know you have a plan. I count on one thingThe God that never failsWill not […]
I wanna be mad. I am struggling with the thoughts “does God really love me?” I’m struggling with anger but mostly I’m defeated. Well the exterminator is now scheduled for a third time … I have now prepped my house twice to no avail. Twice y’all and? I still wasn’t prepared enough. Had my crying […]
I can’t believe I’m even here. So as I said in the updated post? The exterminator didn’t come welp. Here I am again. I feel so bad cause these kids can’t come into the kitchen without looking carefully. Shoo … none of us. I hate that we don’t feel 100% comfortable in our own home. […]
I’m sitting here waiting for the exterminator. Yes! It’s finally here, but I’m sitting here surrounded by my stuff and still freaking out. I’ve had more peace about it tho … I finally got my focus off the exterminator and realized the power of God. I realized I was focusing on the exterminator rescuing me. […]
And yet another offer bites the dust. I am so beyond frustrated right now. Lord, I know I just want an offer so I can have a reason to move out. Well ya know what I mean. I am looking forward to the offer so that I know it’s time for us to leave this […]
My mom and I were talking this morning and she reminded me of this verse: But he said to her, “You speak as one of the foolish women speaks. Shall we indeed accept good from God, and shall we not accept adversity?” In all this Job did not sin with his lips. Job 2:10 God […]
I want to spray this house until we are breathing in fumes of roach spray. I’m not even close to kidding. I want to take control and get rid of this bug problem myself but I know I need to wait on the Lord. So in each location we’ve lived in – with the exception […]
How Jesus Changed Me 