Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Lord here I am .. I’m tired. I’m worn out. I’m trying to hope and trust in you but this is hard. So I praise you as I try to learn to truly trust in you You are my vision, O King of my heartNothing else satisfies, only You LordYou are my best thought by […]
Please praise the Lord with me: To God be the glory, great things He hath done,So loved He the world that He gave us His Son,Who yielded His life our redemption to win,And opened the life-gate that all may go in. Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, Let the earth hear His voice;Praise the Lord, praise the […]
I’m surviving. It’s been a minute since I wrote but I’m surviving. We are hit with a couple more trials .. not mine to share but? We’re surviving. More and more online I’m seeing this trend of victimhood. And I kinda understand the trend – the more the victimization the more attention you get. I […]
So…last night was the first night without the strong meds. Well … lowered meds. I haven’t slept this well since before my second round of Covid. Thank you Lord!!!!! Quick recap: I was incorrectly prescribed a narcotic medication for years. My new doctor is taking me off of it slowly but surely. Withdrawal from this […]
God. Oh sweet Heavenly Father. I’m tired. I’m tired of the body aches. I’m tired of the chest pains. I’m tired of the fear. I’m tired of feeling alone. I’m tired of being breathless. I know you have a purpose though. So I put my trust and hope in you. I commit my health to […]
Well … thanksgiving has come and passed. And well family came and? I remembered and I chilled right? Ha. It was good for a bit but I didn’t drink my water. I had just had my second holter monitor test and wasn’t eating or drinking correctly. I overdid it. Then after that the plumber came […]
So this? This down here? Is where we are at now. Oh sweet Lord … Oh and that’s not all… Apparently our shower needed to be replaced. My kids shower hasn’t worked since we moved. So there are holes all over until the rental company decides to fix it. Lord. Oh sweet and Heavenly Father. […]
So there’s this thing called the poor man’s tilt table test. So backstory real quick: the major way to get diagnosed with POTS is to do a tilt table test. The poor man’s is a version you can do at home. I did it twice. Both times I tested positive. So. Yeah. What does that […]
What is the true call of God? I’ve been praying and seeking out God on this. Cause you know God never calls the prepared or the ones who we think should be called. But what does that hafta do with me? Take a look at king David. He was considered a puny nobody by many. […]
I think people have this idea about depression. That it’s an all encompassing sadness … a depreciating life. No my friend, depression sucks more than that. No. That’s not even close to what we go through. When I go through a bout? I get an all encompassing emptiness. I feel nothing. I spend most days […]
How Jesus Changed Me 