My fears are big but my God is bigger. There’s so much going on y’all I can’t even think sometimes. At this point I am still waiting for my test results of the heart monitor. And yes. I’m still convincing myself I’m dying. We are going through some other stuff – not my place to […]
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fear
no one likes me. im alone. i dont deserve to be here. These are all lies my friend. Lies that the enemy wants you to believe to control your heart. That fear and self loathing you feel? Thats not from God. I felt it for years and quite honestly? I still struggle with those thoughts. […]
So yeah … again
So here we are again .:. Some of my tests results are coming back … normal. So yeah. Here we go again. Lord I’m tired .. I’m weak .. I just want help. Please God help me. I know you are the only one who can. Please heal me Lord. I commit my life to […]
Wrong. So wrong
So I saw the POTS doctor. She’s pretty convinced that I have POTS .. plus MCAS .. which is all being aggravated by iliac compression syndrome. I have to wait for the office to call me to schedule the tests, while I wait for the blood test results to come back. I thought I had […]
More God is awesome stuff
Last night we got a distressing message about a loved one going to the hospital. It was hard news but have I told how awesome God is? Well here is more how awesome stuff about how God works. In the middle of the night, we got a message that originally freaked me out. My brother […]
Blessed
I pray these pics bless you as it has blessed me. These are the beginnings of the end times – life is gonna get harder. Seemingly unlivable even – that’s when you hold to this beautiful promise: And the LORD, He is the One who goes before you. He will be with you, He will […]
We bought a house!
Y’all!!! We are home owners!! We are officially Georgians now!!! Lord thank you for your grace and mercies! Please forgive me for my doubts and fears. Thank you thank you for never giving up on me. I commit this house to you and ask that your name be glorified. I thank you Lord.
Well huh…
Well…I finally got a blood pressure machine. I’ve only been keeping track of my heart rate. I had been reading more and more about POTS and noticing my feet were getting swollen frequently. So I got one. Well this is … new huh? Oh wait this gets better .. notice my pulse? Yeah. If my […]
Praise The Lord with me
Please join me as I praise the Lord. He’s been so patient and loving with me…what a fellowship What a fellowship, what a joy divineLeaning on the everlasting armsWhat a blessedness, what a peace is mineLeaning on the everlasting armsLeaning, leaningSafe and secure from all alarmsLeaning, leaningLeaning on the everlasting armsOh, how sweet to walk […]
Almost!
We almost have a house!! Almost! We are waiting for inspections and paperwork but Lord willingly within the next 2 weeks we have a house. Lord I commit this time to you. I ask that your name be praised and glorified. I commit this house buying process to you. I ask Lord that if this […]