Forgive me please

Lord please forgive me for my doubts and fears. Please forgive me for losing sight of you. You have always been there and I know you always will be. I praise you for your goodness – even in this storm.

Oh Lord

Oh Lord just when I think I got it all figured out…I prove myself wrong. I am a mess God .. please forgive me for my doubts and fears. I commit this water heater situation to you. It’s gotten worse today and I’m sitting here waiting for the plumber. You know how I loathe waiting… […]

MCAS is weird

So I’m learning more and more about my new .:. Disease? Issue? MCAS is .. well weird. I found out that stress can trigger a mast cell flare .. was watching the news when? My nose started acting like a faucet and my lips started burning. Currently my lips are sore and I have those […]

Crumbling

Lord you are awesome and powerful and kind. I know this to be true but Lord? I’m crumbling right now. I believe you will get us through and that you will never leave and that you see me .. but sometimes it’s too hard. Please God forgive me – but this life is hard. Today […]

I’m a brat

Lord I’m a brat – I’m so sorry. I thank you for all of your blessings. Thank you for your love and peace. Yeah our dishwasher is busted. Yeah we have a hole in our ceiling. Yeah the ac doesn’t work Yeah it’s gonna start getting hot tomorrow But you know what? We have a […]