Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
God please forgive me. I’ve failed. I am such a failure – God how can you love me? Can you forgive me? Is there hope? Lord God I ask that you would just be with me and give me the strength. Please forgive me for my doubts. Please forgive me for my anger. Please God […]
Can someone please show me where it says in the Bible to forgive and forget? The Psalms say: As far as the east is from the west, So far has He removed our transgressions from us. Psalms 103:12 But that’s talking about God forgetting our sins. Yes…. Jesus said to him, “I do not say […]
I hate that word: normal. I’m getting test after test coming back normal. Sigh. I hate this. God forgive me but I hate this so much. I’ve been taking the supplements and I’m noticing a difference. My hand was dark black from terrible eczema. My hand is clearing up… My blood pressure has stabilized. Previously, […]
So I saw the POTS doctor. She’s pretty convinced that I have POTS .. plus MCAS .. which is all being aggravated by iliac compression syndrome. I have to wait for the office to call me to schedule the tests, while I wait for the blood test results to come back. I thought I had […]
Well it’s finally here. Today is my appointment with the POTS doctor. I am terrified Lord .. I don’t want another rude doctor. I don’t want to be humiliated again. I don’t want to be ignored. I don’t want to be belittled. But Lord if that is your will? So be it. I put my […]
So…here’s an update: my heart rate is so weird my watch can’t keep track correctly. I can’t stomach plain salt shots anymore – so I have to eat rice again. My nose is so congested after I eat and my eczema is bad again. Oh yeah and? My husband is injured. Lord I know .. […]
Y’all!!! We are home owners!! We are officially Georgians now!!! Lord thank you for your grace and mercies! Please forgive me for my doubts and fears. Thank you thank you for never giving up on me. I commit this house to you and ask that your name be glorified. I thank you Lord.
To the doctor who didn’t believe me .. dear doctor .. please remember one thing: I wanna be mad and put you on blast. But you know what? I’m gonna pray for you. I’m gonna pray that God would open your eyes and grant you wisdom. I’m gonna ask that God would bless you. I’m […]
Lord there are so many things happening. I’m so overwhelmed because I’m trying to do this on my own. Please forgive me Lord. I commit this to you and praise your holy and powerful name. Thank you Lord for loving me… There’s nothing worth more, that will ever come close No thing can compare, You’re our […]
We almost have a house!! Almost! We are waiting for inspections and paperwork but Lord willingly within the next 2 weeks we have a house. Lord I commit this time to you. I ask that your name be praised and glorified. I commit this house buying process to you. I ask Lord that if this […]
How Jesus Changed Me 