I like sharing with you how Jesus changed me through all aspects of my life and i’m gonna start sharing the aspects of how Jesus is changed me through my health journey. First? I have always been the chunky girl. I found a good weight and met this cutie. he knocked my socks off. I […]
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Mental health and the church
Yeah its not what you think its about….mental health and the church. Its not an angry post. not anything but the truth of a woman who tried to kill herself more times than she can count and how the church worked into that life. I, 3000%, believe that mental health is medical issue. In certain […]
MCAS is weird
So I’m learning more and more about my new .:. Disease? Issue? MCAS is .. well weird. I found out that stress can trigger a mast cell flare .. was watching the news when? My nose started acting like a faucet and my lips started burning. Currently my lips are sore and I have those […]
Graves into gardens
I love that song: Graves into gardens. I’ll put the links later in the post. But it perfectly describes where I am at lately. Well technically I’m in a flare and I can barely do anything – but spiritually? I’ve never felt such peace. This grave has finally become a garden Last year this time […]
The God who sees
El Roi means the God who sees…but does he see me? I went through this awesome book about the names of God. This one always stuck out to me cause I always dealt with – not being seen. Especially going through this .. whatever you want to call my health journey .. I feel constantly […]
Whining
Lord I know I’ve been whining and complaining but Lord if this is the path you want me on? I know you have a reason so I pray that not my will but yours be done. So if I need to be crucified? Then so be it…
Why do you believe?
I ask this cause lately I’ve witnessed a lot of people .. backing away from their faith. Backing away from the Lord. Why? I don’t know, all I can think is .. they don’t know why they are continuing when the don’t understand why they have believed. going to church .. reading the Bible .. […]
Go getter
I’m such a go getter. If I see something that needs to be done? I do it. I don’t ask for help. I just do. Then? I get bitter and mad that no one else sees or fixes it. Yeah .. not my shining moment but ya know that’s what needing to be in control […]
More news
Got more frustrating news in regards to my health. More normal. How is it normal to be feeling like this?! I’m mad. But you know what? I praise you Lord. You are my shepherd and you guide me. You are my healer & provider. So I wait and trust in you…. “Great Are You Lord” […]
Normal
I hate that word: normal. I’m getting test after test coming back normal. Sigh. I hate this. God forgive me but I hate this so much. I’ve been taking the supplements and I’m noticing a difference. My hand was dark black from terrible eczema. My hand is clearing up… My blood pressure has stabilized. Previously, […]