y’all my heart hurts. oh my word. it hurts so much. someone i know died by suicide. the pain they felt must’ve been so unimaginable. its a pain i am familiar with but each person’s story is different. my heart hurts to think of the loneliness. the fear. the doubt. the anger. all the emotions. […]
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My heart
My heart desires you; I forever want to be with You. I love you with more than anything. Glory and praise belong to You alone. My heart wants nothing else but Your love 31 Therefore, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God. 1 Corinthians 10:31
Here I am
Lord here I am .. I’m tired. I’m worn out. I’m trying to hope and trust in you but this is hard. So I praise you as I try to learn to truly trust in you You are my vision, O King of my heartNothing else satisfies, only You LordYou are my best thought by […]
Lord
Lord I am at a loss. I feel everything just … I don’t even know. Jesus help me Light of the worldYou stepped down into darknessOpened my eyes, let me seeBeauty that made this heart adore YouHope of a life spent with You Here I am to worshipHere I am to bow downHere I am […]
135
So my heart rate hit 135 .. while I was sleeping. My exhaustion level is at ridiculous levels. I have a couple more days left to see the pots doctor. I’m not gonna lie and say I’m not scared – cause I am. But I trust you Lord.
Valentine’s
Today is Valentine’s Day. I know I had a post on the actual day but I couldn’t brain. So here we are. My heart is not working right – almost passed out yesterday from taking out the trash. Today I passed out from putting on my compression sleeves. Sigh. This Valentine’s sucks My husband got […]
Injuries suck
My husband is injured – possibly needs surgery. I have ehlers danlos and of course dislocated my knee (from sitting too long) … injuries suck. The best part? We need to move out before the end of March … My heart rate is still crazy – the palpitations have lessened so much but my rate […]
Ain’t fair
So…here’s an update: my heart rate is so weird my watch can’t keep track correctly. I can’t stomach plain salt shots anymore – so I have to eat rice again. My nose is so congested after I eat and my eczema is bad again. Oh yeah and? My husband is injured. Lord I know .. […]
Oh goodness
So, y’all remember how I added more salt to my diet? Well .. I have been adding more salt but the other day I got sick from the pickles and I didn’t add extra salt (I was too sick). Oh goodness I better not do that again…hold up. Lemme explain better. So it’s been about […]
Lord
Lord there are so many things happening. I’m so overwhelmed because I’m trying to do this on my own. Please forgive me Lord. I commit this to you and praise your holy and powerful name. Thank you Lord for loving me… There’s nothing worth more, that will ever come close No thing can compare, You’re our […]