Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Please Lord help me. I’m so overwhelmed. I’m in pain. I’m tired. I’m scared. We keep coming I across hurdles in finding a house. My chest pain has gotten worse. I’m getting numbness and tingling in my body randomly. The bugs are back. My neck pain is getting worse. I’m all alone. Lord please help […]
Well we are still waiting for the exterminator…but it’s been a couple of days since we saw one. Well that is until today and of course my son who’s terrified of bugs found it. Oh Lord help us. I’m sitting here struggling with my faith but I was going well. Praying and seeking out God […]
Jesus help me please. I feel like i am screaming in a room full of people who don’t care. Please rebuke Satan from my mind. I cry to you and ask that your Holy Spirit would just fill me. Fill me with you. You are all I want. Forgive me for losing sight of what […]
Well today I go for more tests. I’m anxious cause I can’t eat or drink until after the test. Which causes me to have episodes. And I have to drive an hour there and back – by myself. But .. I’m committing it to the Lord. I’m worried .. I’m anxious .. I’m all of […]
So here we are again .:. Some of my tests results are coming back … normal. So yeah. Here we go again. Lord I’m tired .. I’m weak .. I just want help. Please God help me. I know you are the only one who can. Please heal me Lord. I commit my life to […]
Lord I am at a loss. I feel everything just … I don’t even know. Jesus help me Light of the worldYou stepped down into darknessOpened my eyes, let me seeBeauty that made this heart adore YouHope of a life spent with You Here I am to worshipHere I am to bow downHere I am […]
Last night we got a distressing message about a loved one going to the hospital. It was hard news but have I told how awesome God is? Well here is more how awesome stuff about how God works. In the middle of the night, we got a message that originally freaked me out. My brother […]
Today is Valentine’s Day. I know I had a post on the actual day but I couldn’t brain. So here we are. My heart is not working right – almost passed out yesterday from taking out the trash. Today I passed out from putting on my compression sleeves. Sigh. This Valentine’s sucks My husband got […]
So we are in a rental now .. had to give 60 days notice before we moved out, right? So we are taking that time to slowly move. Todays our first day. My husband is injured (remember surgery coming up) so we have help – thank God. But both my husband and I feel bad. […]
With dysautonomia .. it’s hard for me to function. Most days? I’m good if I lay on the couch. I can have conversations, I can have energy at the end of the day. I mean, I even have the kids come to me with homeschooling…but those rough days? I can’t even brain. II was trying […]
How Jesus Changed Me 